As a Chicago-born digital content creator raised in a multicultural neighborhood, I’ve seen how late-night scrolling turns into self-sabotage. This isn’t about gambling—it’s about the quiet addiction to digital validation. I’ve turned my ‘RTP myth’ into a ritual: every spin, every bonus round, every ‘free click’ is a proxy for worth. Here’s what your subconscious is really chasing—and how to break free.